Denial

I am in denial...I just went to the bathroom and guess what???? Yes....I am spotting!!! Argh! I am so mad I can't even cry...why did this not happen yesterday so that I could have called favorite nurse to tell her and then maybe I don't have to go for my beta test tomorrow and do the drill even know I already know the outcome! I was so hopeful about this cycle too. We had such good outcome...nice count of follicles and S had nice numbers.....I think I am going to cry.....